Leap so God can catch you!

Leap so God can catch you!

Y’all.. life is so amazing even when it’s unpredictable. The last couple of days have been so foggy that I couldn’t tell you left from right.

I had a reading done a few days ago about lies, and people showing me their true colors during this New Moon period. Oh!! Happy New Moon 🙏🏽 Set your intentions and go get what you’re looking for. Well the mask fell off yesterday, and I wasn’t even shocked. Let me tell you something, The Most High gave all of us intuition for a reason. It’s up to us to discern what is real, and what is anxiety. I’ve been telling myself for over a year that it’s just anxiety.. but one thing about a mask, it always gets old and it will fall off and show you exactly who is underneath.

I sat down at my altar yesterday, and I prayed, meditated, talked, and cried for almost an hour. At the end of it I realized I wasn’t crying because I didn’t know what to do. I was crying because I knew exactly what was about to happen, and I couldn’t ignore what was in front of me anymore. Sometimes we have to grieve for ourselves because of the lies we tell ourselves to stay in a conformed state. This world will tell you being happy is a 9-5, a few friends, house with a fence, and a family to go home to. That’s simply not true.

See I grew up in a house like that.. two married parents, a beautiful home, and a heard to run around in.. but here’s the shit. There were drugs in that house, abuse, and a lot of pain. But to those people looking in from the outside it was perfection in the purest form. Until that mask couldn’t hold on anymore.

We tend to mimic our childhoods as adults, and if you’re not careful.. you’ll miss the signs that are supposed to save you. Now we call it breaking generational curses. In order to break a generational curse you have to be able to see what bullshit is deeply rooted in you too. You have to dig deep, and uproot that tree of turmoil that has festered inside of you.

That’s work and I mean hard ass work. They say we marry our parents, and in most cases that’s true. You grow up and find a partner who emulates the very people who raised you. Listen though, it’s not typically identical, but believe me it’ll sneak in.

When I said leap so God can catch you, it means.. you have to be uncomfortable to truly hear and seek God. All of this I have spoke about breeds comfortability and complacency. It’s easy as hell not to do the work, and to tell yourself you’re fine because so and so did it before you..

Some days you’re going to have to lay out and, be completely embarrassed and humiliated to get to where God needs you to be. You’ll have to be ok with losing everything just to move forward.

Divine alignment is not for the faint at heart. Often we miss out on where God needs us to be because we refuse to do anything. Be bold and faithful to your journey, and yourself. Be sure to speak with conviction and truth.. and damnit if you have to cry, do that shit standing up.

I pray this helps. 💕